Thursday, April 04, 2013

The Double Edged Sword of Discounts


On my view, it is more about you not liking who you are or your current situation. The reason for you to start netfirms less, is because your mind discovered that by not creating any expectations about who you are and what you can do, you stop netfirms the pain of not achieving and not being dissapointed. If having sucess and achieving what others have achieved is so easy and you can copy it... Why dont you do it ? This statement is a obvious hidden true that you are trying to run away from reality saying that it is "easy" and "anyone can do it", instead of facing that you currently can't do it.

But it is a double edge sword, if you block the pain caused by dissapointment and frustration by stoping your imagination and expectations, you also become unable to a netfirms promo code imagine how good it will be when you achieve what you want to achieve. With hosting and domain services this is the place to be. The discount is a great idea as well.

I think your real problem is that you dont know what to do with your life. Just try to find something that will on your imagination cause more Pleasure than Pain, and your mind should consider not going on this state of "Denial" or "Neutral" again.

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No matter how you put it in words about whatever you think about the world, your brain will always follow the highest energy that you are currently experiencing... If it is pleasure, it will want to run towards it. If it is pain you will try to find a way to run from it... By for example trying to say that things are easy, and everyone is the same. It is just a excuse for you to run from the pain you currently feel.

But this is the only world you can live on,get stronger and deal with it.

I've been dealing with this thing for some time and after a lot of introspection I think I've found the cause. I'll discuss this with a psychiatrist starting next month, but, I'd like to have your input as well, maybe, someone went through something similar. Agile 8 string I really need help on this matter because my 8 string guitar is really lacking. I wish I could do some djent style hardcore rocking metal with my guitar, but the instrument doesn't allow for that sort of thing.

Two years ago, I've had an event that marked me, I think. In that moment, I felt betrayed, sad, like the last man on earth( Had to do some family members). I felt that everyone was ignoring me, that I was useless (a lot of black-white vision back then). I was netfirms lonely. Drama of my life, so to speak. Never encountered anything like that before.

Now, after that incident, I found myself ignored by some friends and felt the exact netfirms that I felt on the event, that netfirms of loneliness,emptiness. I wasn't behaving differently, but I found them treating me different, like ignoring me. I encountered again the netfirms of sadness from the main event.

After, the same thing happend with good mates from school. Treated me weird, I mean, didn't mocked me, but weren't giving me any attention. Again, felt that netfirms again. netfirms of sadness,emptiness..

Time passed, and one year after I was still netfirms this emptiness inside, the sadness from that event, occuring from nothing.

Now it seems that each week I feel again..WHAT THE FUCK. I want to get rid of this. I'm tired of it. I don't want to live again that moment. Fuck it. It passed, why I'm still living it in my head?

I still can't figure out what triggers those netfirms, but it's something with people. Last week, one day before I went to a party, netfirms appeared again. I raged a bit, punched the wall, the netfirms was still there.... Today, after some daygame, again. Totally fucked my state. Couldn't do anything.

Maybe the netfirms got stuck in my body or what the fuck? I tried changing the netfirms on that moment, changing the memory of that event, but still, no results.

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